An old yesterday

No, we aren't cynic and nice people for convenience like you.

Before the day is over, we will expel the remaining drops of vomit. Before the day is over, we will say the last words. Before the day is over, we will send your letter even you won't read it or you don't know how to do so. Before the day is over, we will get rid of all these booger, we will allow ourselves the rain to wash our souls, and we will set fire in the memories and codify them for our learning to be helpful later.

We will tear the bread bag around our heads that suppressed our words, that didn't allow us to breathe. We cared about you and your supposed heartbreak, but did you ever feel the same about us?

Words aren't a contract, we should know. Contracts can be broken whenever we wish, can't it? We should as well know that words don't mean anything for those who lie to protect their own ego. Mature speech, childish attitudes. Hypocrisy.

You gave us a bomb that was going to explode in 5 minutes and hinted it was a problem of ours, not yours too. Because we aren't responsible for the feelings we made the others feel for us. Everyone fools oneself because one wants, everyone suffer because one wishes. That's it when you're a cold person.

We don't want and we don't need a coward one like you. We don't want anyeone who only thinks of oneself. We don't want someone who starts a relationship with the first person that interests this one. We don't like frivolous people we don't like people that even respect themselves. We don't want garbage that eats garbage.

It doesn't mean that we still care, we are just undergoing surgery to take off the scissor you forgot inside us that was hurting. We thank God you're really a disgusting person, a lie for us and for you. We aren't cynic and nice people for convenience like you and we really want you to meet people of your level and suffer as much as us did for you when didn't know your true you. We were honest and you weren't. We cared about you, but you don't. We are setting fire in all the evidences for us to be able to leave this old yesterday in the past and feel pure, clean and ready for a new tomorrow.